Extremes

I sure would like to get to the point where I am living in the middle....ya know? Is it really possible to live your life in the center of things, sheesh. I feel like most of my life is extreme in one way or the other. Let me just share a few of my "extremes".

First a disclaimer: I blog as therapy for myself, I blog as to leave a record for my posterity, I blog for myself and no one else, that being said, I always am aware of the fact that others can view my blog, so I try not to blog about things that are too personal, if you feel I have crossed this boundary, please feel free not to read my blog anymore. Love ya!

Here is my list :

My house, either super clean or super freaking out of control messy.

My eating, I either don't eat all day or eat way to much

Exercise, all out or nothing at all ( mostly because if I am not sweaty and sticky and soar, I don't feel like it is worth my time.)

I love to read, but, I only do it if I know I have 10 hours to finish the book, I hate to start things and not finish.

cleaning (obviously this is on my mind) unless you are going to clean it with bleach what is the point.

Some folks have a problem with spending to much money on themselves, I am the opposite. I went out yesterday with the intention of buying something for myself, i can't do it... i bought groceries instead.

I have always wanted to see a tornado, key word being see, so i have one wipe my house out instead....

I think you all see where I am going here....kind of sounds bipolar...lol...anyways, I have been thinking about all this for the last couple of days, wishing for some normalcy, not sure if that's a word. But, without all these extremes, Erin would not be Erin....I could probably benefit from stream lining a few, and believe me I have only listed a few, but if I changed them all, I wouldn't be who I am. We all are extreme in ways, it makes us individuals. Good or Bad, but it makes life interesting. Life is better when it's not boring...just my thoughts...~E~